Thoughts swirling, confused
Admitting, confessing
Terrified of how I feel
Jealous, angry, hopeful, anxious
So afraid it makes me dizzy
Sometimes, sometimes I feel
Like I’ll never totally accept
Knowing, they’ll never totally accept
Feelings flourished so quickly
This one confession
Turning my thoughts inside out
Upside down
Taking over my head
This one confession
Will change my life
In a way I never knew
So aware of everyone
So aware of myself
But somehow these feelings
Crept up on me
Somehow I never knew
The day I finally said it, admitted
So terrified, I could barely form words
My terror, overwhelming,
These feelings, confusing
Rushing headfirst
Into emotions, thoughts
I never imagined I’d have
This confession has changed my outlook
My opinions, my attitude
This confession has changed me
This confession has made me alive.

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Come back to me…

There is an infinite abyss in the rift of my heart
Fueling a gruesome and unremitting pains

PS : rat·tling

I feel like a coward… so many things… and so many people…I am…. Sometimes there are things you cannot control. I feel a lot of guilt over what I did to peoples lives. I have hurt so many people in such ways that I never thought I could. Is it too late to make it up to them? Is it too late to fix everything I have broken? I pray to God its not….

PS : I did try calling you this morning…my bad, u didn’t answer =(….
Love I miss u… will be back soon.

only god knows why…?

=(

i am happy….

You’re so far away
I’m so far away
From knowing you
I’m so far away
You’re so far away
From knowing me
So near but so far
We’re so far away
From knowing why
What I cannot see
What you cannot be
We can’t be blamed
Life is a guessing game
Why don’t we just leave
And go far away
Then maybe someday
We’ll be closer

i miss her